Sorry this is so fucking hard for you.
I Forgot you were moving to a different area, all on your own, and if you make the wrong decision it could fuck up your future forever, I didn’t think.
Right,
I am about to face one of the biggest decisions in my life; university. The mere fact I got not one, but two offers from universities is a miracle in itself. One is Birmingham, a lot closer to home, a great course and some one to look out for me when I get there, the other further away, 3 hours or so in fact at Bath Spa, a brilliant course but I’d be going entirely alone. I am under so much pressure, and am so completely stressed about this decision that I’m making myself ill. But you are ‘sick and tired of being supportive of Bath’. Oh. How very encouraging! At the end of the day, I can understand Birmingham is more desirable on your part, but you have to be accepting what ever, that very comment put a lot of pressure on an already difficult decision, but you didn’t think about how your words once again would affect me, and make me feel, and you don’t even care. You should support me no matter what, and that reaction was both selfish and not supportive in the slightest. I think perhaps some grovelling is in order.
